I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Mad props to the woman who started my xanga page with me, Miz A Tanner, for continuing to write her thoughts, life experiences, and quarky anecdotes, for her fans and followers. I have not been so good. This is the first Xanga entry in months and months, and to be honest after this little intro I really feel like I have nothing more to write. shit.
Well, I CAN say having just turned 20 that I feel less mature and more able to be a goof and get away with it. In my teens I was always trying to prove to my elders how "mature" I could be, now I'm in my 20's and people know it, I don't have to show it, I hope I don't blow it. yah
Ummmm, lets see, so we've covered religion and politics and favorite colours... what's next? ok, you guys, seriously, its not that exciting things don't happen to me, its just I have the attention span of a jack rabbit and the short term memory of a house fly and my mind goes blank when it comes time to write. Also I get really self conscious of my poor spelling, that's a discouragement. my grammar aint nothing to write home about either.

Oh no, you guys, Xanga got out. Someone is reading my posts and posting them on other web pages. I'm going to research this private/protected post option, because either I use that or I have to stop xangaing. boo hoo, sometimes I wish I could just be Vanessa and not that girl on American Dreams, but c'est la vie. and I love what I do.